Haylehh's Blog
- 6/29/2010 14:45:00
Hey guys
I have logged on in the first time in months. So, update? Things have gotton a lot better with my dad. But the friend i told y'all about? Yeah. Its over. She hates me for reasons unknown to me. One day i got over 20 texts from her calling me almost every mean name you can think of. And what did i do to 'deserve' that? I told ONE person that there was a picture of that friend in the yearbook where she was crying. and there was. SO, thats over. But when one door closes, more open. Meaning- I have made so many new friends since that happend. Forgive me for not being here. I would also like for you guys to keep my friends baby brother close at heart....he has a deadly disease, he was just diagnosed a few months ago. (See, things could be a lot worse for me, right?) Thank you for reading. Haley. (My Real name.)
- 5/1/2010 23:36:00
Names
A few days ago i realized that i have a norwegan first name, french middle name, and german last name. Wow. <3 hay-lehh
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- 4/29/2010 00:29:00
bonjour
wow. over 400 views on my first post. i must have been here for a while by now. I'm so tired, i dont even know if that made sense! so, you think you have had awkward moments with teachers? Try retaking a test when your math teachers on the phone with his wife talking about how she's out of deoderant. Or have one look you up and down while in a swimsuit (and i'm not even in that good of shape!) or have him knock on your hotel room door when your basically half naked....lol. ( i threw on a huge coat and it looked like i wasnt wearing anything under it....but i was. kinda.) the east coast trip was interesting. and REALLY awkard! i Just felt random, and sharing that was...random. talk to ya later! <3 hay-lehh
- 4/28/2010 01:17:00
Hello
LOL i forgot to look up fears. I feel retarded. I am so tired...not much to update you on. My life is....my life. It has it's ups and downs. The levels change like crazy. Yesterday i was in a horrible mood and really didnt want anything to do with anyone, but today im feeling great and want to tell everyone how much i love them. I'm weird like that. But life is life, and i'm living it. (DUH :p) <3 Hay-lehh
- 4/25/2010 23:23:00
asdfghjkl;
Hello. After a lovely glorious weekend of doing nothing, i get to go back to school. i wonder who will have me crying next? I am overly sensitive, but what do you expect, i'm clairsentient. When you feel the emotions of everyone around you, things get overwhelming. in the meantime, i'm going to read about random fears. maybe it will make me feel better. The rocky mountains that life is dragging me up are relentless, and i have no idea where i put my seatbelt. I love you ALL!(love is a great thing, i wish i had more of it) <3 Hay-lehh
- 4/25/2010 00:45:00
I swear...
I keep jinxing myself. My best friend (a few days ago) went back and made a point out of saying how much she loved the other friend. (from two posts ago) And by made a point, i mean she sharpened a knife and cut through my tender skin. (NOT LITERALLY) i just wish she would....idk. she makes things awkward. She's toying with mine, and my other friends feelings. I love them both to death and dont want anyone to get hurt. Something tells me a brutal fight is on the way. i wish i had my armor, but i left it behind when i gave all i had to my friend. (the one who made a point) I have been freaking out because i'm failing math (after getting A's) Schools starting to end, but i cant find the breaks. I cant help but feel sorry for myself, even though i shouldnt. Things could be a lot worse. When i look back on it, i lead a pretty good life. I'm glad that i realize that. I love you all. and i love it when you guys comment. it makes me feel like i'm part of something bigger than my own life. Thank you, good lord, for blessing me with the gift of life. Sleep well, owls. (even though owls dont really sleep) Lots of <3, Hay-lehh
- 4/13/2010 22:35:00
Long time, no write.
it's been FOREVER since i've written. I was on the other side of the country, for one thing. But i finally got ahold of my dad, and things are a lot better with my friend. Tommorrow is yet another day, holding more and more surprises on the twisted road of life. Although my dark cloak of secrets is yet to be revealed, it remians hidden under my skin. I thank god for each day of life i am granted. Good night, Owls. <3 Hay-lehh
- 3/28/2010 01:01:00
OK SO
So i just realized that people here can be genuinely concerned about what i'm mad about. I never really knew that. I owe it to you guys to tell you. A full on blog is long overdue. SO- I have been really upset lately because (my parents are divorced) it is almost impossible to talk to my dad. I call him, text him, you name it, and almost never get a response. He always has an excuse (I was sick, i was at work, i was sleeping.. etc) and it's getting ridiculus. I love my dad to death, and i dont want to yell at him....or even tell him gently. I cry just thinking about it. And now my BEST friend EVER (we have been fighting lately...a lot) is really making me mad. So one day she complains about this other friend of ours, and the next day they are like, bff's. I will admit, i am jelous. But wouldnt you be, too, if your friend who is ALWAYS by your side leaves you standing alone to go be with another friend? i mean it may sound like a small thing, but it is complicated. There is a lot more to this story that i would rather not add. I am sick of it, all. And i am coaching another friend through a crush thing because no one else will listen to her. I am overflowing. liiterally. Those are just the MAIN things in my complicated life. But at least i have a life, and am living it. I dont have any major illnesses or anything, so things could be A LOT worse. I try to appreciate the little things in life, and i suggest you do, too. Like saying good morning to your dad every morning. <3 Hay-lehh
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- 3/24/2010 22:33:00
You know what?
Well, I dont. Life's been treating me ok. I mean, depending on how you define ok. By ok i mean, I'm alive, breathing, have amazing friends.....but it's not all perfect. We all have our imperfections. But i get to go to the EAST coast on a field trip over spring break. Considering im WAY over in California, thats a big trip. Have a great night! <3 Hay-lehh
- 3/17/2010 21:59:00
UGH
Still sick. and still working on trusting my gut. which will probably never happen. ANYWAYS. I really need to secure an interview with a paranormal investigator in california. can anyone help? <3 Hay-lehh
- 3/16/2010 20:35:00
St. Patricks day
Already it has come. I hope them leprechauns dont pull too much tricks on ye! Lol. g'night. <3 hay-lehh
- 3/14/2010 17:49:00
Realized
I just realized that my blog posts have become rather dull. i honestly dont have much to say tho. I hate seafood. but i love certain sushi's. HORRAY. i like bubbles. and the ocean. nothing is better than blowing bubbles on a beach. funny-i have never done that. <3 Hay-lehh
- 3/10/2010 00:51:00
Hello
Greetings. i really dont have much to talk about. feel free to ask me questions. i love surveys :) love y'all. good night my owls. <3 hay-lehh
- 3/9/2010 00:19:00
OK
Ok i am like totally going to like immitate me and my like californian friends.(not to insult any californians. i am one. born and raised one) i like totally love our totally silly way of talking like we dont even use. WAIT- why am i like immitating myself when i like dont even sound like this. YEAH. so, OK. my arm hurts. i got shots today ( at the doctor ) WELL BYE BYE FELLOW OWLS. LOVE Y'ALL!! <3 Hay-lehh
- 3/7/2010 01:34:00
Well
*sigh* Just got home after seeing a movie with my friends. I am happy cuz i get to see my daddy tomorrow!! I havnt seen him in FOREVER. and i finally solved a problem. sorta (not friendship one. i fixed that) SO. How are you guys? <3 always, Hay-lehh
- 3/4/2010 22:48:00
Pure. Bliss.
I am so happy. My friend and I have gotton so much closer after that big fight. it took a while, but it happened. She makes me so happy sometimes. OOH! I wrote some Haikus!! Want to hear? lol. sorry i cant stack them. oh well. *The waves flow inland The tears of the weeping sea Majestic oceans* *The rain pelts against My flowered umbrella An endless downpour* *Sunlight floods my room As my cat yawns and stretches Morning has returned* *They float silently The whole color spectrum fills suspended bubbles* *The flower smiles at Me, I think it knows that it reminds me of her* Obviously, the Stars (*) seperate them. I know they arnt the best, but i just felt like sharing them.
- 3/3/2010 19:55:00
OK day today.
a lot better than yesterday!! it was like an alternate universe in many ways. i enjoyed it. How are you guys?? I barely hear from most of you! The weather is weird, though. Try blowing bubbles with your friends in pouring rain. by a waterfall (an ugly man-made one in a man-made creek..but nice sound effects) while on a bridge. while drinking iced tea and eating Andes Mints. IN THE POURING RAIN. I loved every minute of it :) And then in the library......lol. <3 always, Hay-lehh. i almost typed my REAL name 0__0
- 3/2/2010 21:17:00
My horrid day
So i wake up super tired. I went to bed pretty late. The morning wasnt so bad. but w/e. i had to make up 2 quizzes for core. fun. and after lunch a basket ball hits in me in the head so hard i had to go home early :( SO HOW ARE MY FRINDLIES?
- 2/28/2010 02:31:00
i sorta figured what went wrong
you guys will have no idea what i'm talking about cuz you dont have the back story...but basically, me and my best friend were so close...you have no idea. i know her soft spots, what makes her tick..you name it. and she forgave me for everything. i am a lot different. i dont reveal myself that easily. and i am not very forgiving. she did something...sorta cruel...a while ago...and i am the only one who knows the truth. so that gave us a connection in a complicated way. that and we had totally random stupid things in common. anyway, we were really close. others started getting close to her to, which pushed us apart. so my best friend slipped right through my fingers, and i have almost no way of fixing it. I miss our nightly chats, as stupid as that sounds. her messager no longer works. or so she said. i have no way of knowing. but i believe everything happens for a reason. i have yet to find out what reason this is. please leave a signiture on comments. unless you prefer to remain ananomous...g'night. <3 me. i dont want to use the nickname 'she' gave me. ugh its so complicated.
- 2/23/2010 23:50:00
Ok...
So i get to school tomorrow, and guess what, IT WAS RAINING. AFTER THAT BLOG POST (it was totally sunny btw) THE WEATHER DECIDES TO AGREE WITH ME!!! Hey guys...will you leave a signiture when you comment on my blogs? I want to reply...Love, Hay-lehh <3
- 2/22/2010 19:53:00
*HUGEsigh*
When it rains, it pours. And when it finally stops pouring, it starts to drizzle again. The worst part is that i dont have and umberella. I fixed (somewhat) things with my one friend, and now a DIFFERENT one is starting to be a jerk! WHY? At least my opening was good! Love y'all, <3 Hay-lehh
- 2/21/2010 01:05:00
My flaws (inspired by ThePoet)
OK. I am going to give this a shot. Here are my main flaws. i have too many to list them all. I am very argumentive. You can say my eyes are green, but i will say no, they are blue green. i never let anyone win. I am a coward, i cant confront (to argue or tell off) people face to face. partly because whenever i had done that i burst out crying. so i now do it through chat or email. I am very ashamed of that. I am sorry, waifu, for not confronting you in person. i hope you can overlook that. anyway, I am overweight. not like, increadably, mostly in the tummy area...i am always on the computer, i expect too much from people, i can be hypocritical sometimes. My parents are divorced, and i use that as an excuse a lot for being moody, when that it's only part of the reason. I worry about stupid things too much. i always find loopholes and use them to my advantage, and not always in the nicest ways. (but never too mean) I was always called sensitive because i always showed my feelings, so i started to bottle them up and keep a smile on my face. and when the bottle explodes, i hurt people i dont mean to in the way. I can only talk to my parents on the phone. (i hate talking to people on the phone.) i am reluctant to spend money, especially large amounts. I am not really good at anything significant. I think that sums it up..I'll add to it if i think of anything more.
- 2/20/2010 02:37:00
:D
I JUST FIXED IT. well, i think i did. We are on the same page now. that's a start. and it makes me a whole lot happier. luv y'all. g'night, Love, Hay-lehh <3 :D
- 2/18/2010 20:18:00
As the anger fumes inside my head
HELLO. ARGH. I AM SO UPSET. URGUBLUMINGHEIMER. REALLY. You know what? Its not my fault. Maybe if you would just....ARGH. and she doesnt even read theese. no one does, execpt my wonderful friends here. AND NOW I GET TO GO DO HOMEWORK. BYE. D:<
- 2/17/2010 21:33:00
Thanks to the person who commented on my last post.
I would console you, but idk who you are. If you are the person who wrote the Pity Party answer, please message me. I really hope things get better for you. Thanks <3 Hay-lehh
- 2/17/2010 20:01:00
Pity Party
hey. I thought a pity party would be nice right about now. comment with anything thats wrong with your life. I am going to try to let go of all my negative energy. i think you should do the same. I'll start. In 2006 one of my grandmas died 6 days before my birthday. The year after that, a different grandma died 11 days after my birthday. (i had four grandmas. ill explain in a sec.) one year later (2008) A friend died ON my birthday. Coincidence? idk. My parents have been divorced since i was, like, 1...my friend is really making me mad...hmmm. My dad wont answer my calls, or return them...(he is in las vegas. he lives there. I'm here in Cali with my mom and step-dad. my step-mom is in vegas too.) I live in an area where earthquakes happen, and i am seismophobic (fear of earthquakes. the give me panic attacks) Hmm..idk. thats all i can think of currently..OH. I have been sick for the past 2 weeks....yeah. now it's your turn. I dont mean to come across as a whiney loser, but i needed to vent somewhere. NOW ITS YOUR TURN. luv y'al. Love, Hay-lehh <3 >:-(
- 2/16/2010 23:03:00
rollor coaster
Well hello...i am so upset right now. and i can hide it so well...i mean, really!! i wish i could tell you why but..i dont want the wrong person to read it. It's a long story, anyway. But all of this is throwing me up and down this track called life, that i would prefer to call a rollor coaster. funny thing is, i hate rollor coasters. and the fact that i am spelling that wrong annoys me even more. I even feel the same feeling in my stomach as rollor coasters give me. now...i guess i'll just let my seismophobic body shake in that corner over there. M'bye. >:(
- 2/15/2010 22:33:00
O__O
HELLO!! 151 VIEWS ON MY FIRST BLOG !! i never thought it would get that far....My cat says hello....HAPPY MARDI GRAS!! Au Revoir.... :-|
- 2/13/2010 22:47:00
Title - Parts of a Blog
Salutation-HELLO! main blog- I am going to follow this format from now on. i am bored. yeah...Happy Valentine's day... leaving statement- BYE. Signiture- Love, hay-lehh Emoticon- it will inform all of you on my mood. so right now i guess it would be... 7:^\
- 2/11/2010 21:12:00
OK
I got to the bottom of it. It's as long as a term paper. If you REALLY want to know send me a message. but trust me. it makes me sound liek a pity-wanting loser. and thats not what i am. that and i dont want her to read it.
- 2/10/2010 21:54:00
:(
I sit here watching my lava lamp. I am so sad...idk why. Miss my dad? Miss my old friend? (she changed. I want her back) Miss my friend who just moved away? IDK BUT IM SAD. AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. Sorry. i needed to vent somewhere.....At least i'm alive. and mobile.
- 2/9/2010 22:57:00
If My Heart Was a House
I just discovered how amazing that song was. I love the chourus. Very powerful. So...my friend just (well just told me about it..so has) a boyfriend who is liek really sweet to her. So that song reminded me of them. Words of Wisdom: Never underestimate how much waste a small bunny can produce in a matter of minutes...lol. Love, Hay-lehh })i({ it's a butterfly!
- 2/8/2010 23:42:00
I guess I underestimated the human race
I have been let down so many times in my life that a simple thing like "Hi how are you" or "i like your hair" Can make my day. I guess i just apreciate the simple things in life.
- 2/8/2010 22:32:00
Someday...
Someday... Valentine's day will mean more than "Be Mine" or "Ur Gr8" Someday... The world will have more love than hate Someday.... I'll be seen for who i truly am Someday.. I'll wake up from this dream you call destiny I'm in a poetic mood. Can you tell?
- 2/8/2010 22:16:00
There IS a borderline
God. people can be so cruel. so lame. but they can also be amazing. and kind. Why would you want to hurt your own friend? You are trusted with a position of authority and you blow it. It's just not cool. Especially when you hurt people along the way.
- 2/8/2010 00:00:00
RANDOM QUOTE
" Alarm clocks were invented by fork toungued devils disguised as gremlins wearing serpant masks." I LAUGHED SO HARD. I DID NOT EXPECT THIS. It was in a book im reading.
- 2/7/2010 23:48:00
*sigh*
Butterfly wings is such a beautiful song. Wow. Thats all i really have to say. WELL. Thats depressing. Love y'all.
- 2/6/2010 22:49:00
Well, hello there!
DONT LOOK BEHIND YOU. lol. Maybe i should do homework? I JUST READ AN AWSOME BOOK YESTERDAY. YES. ALL YESTERDAY. (fast reader) I recomend Evermore (by Alyson Noel) to anyone who is sick of all the VAMPIRE stories. (its all i can ever find. I have not read any of them) This one is about a Phychic. and *spoiler* an Immortal. But still a great love story =) I have such great friends. you have no idea. I mean, i dont have a boyfriend or any guy friends, so Valentines day would be boring. SO YOU THINK. BUT NO. NOT WITH FRIENDS LIKE THIS. The only reason i will be watching the Superbowl is for the commercials. What does that have to do with anything i just said? NOTHING. I guess i'm just in a random mood. WELL, I best be on my way. Send me a message, comment or what not. *electric slides, the before slipping turns into a haze of butterflies*
- 2/4/2010 22:11:00
IT'S HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! ITS A HOLIDAY I JUST CREATED. TODAY IS EVERYONES BIRTHDAY. Can you tell i'm bored?
- 2/3/2010 18:47:00
Depressing Poem
STREP THROAT IS SO MUCH FUN! Ugh. W/e. I wrote a totally uplifting *not* poem last night. Here goes nothing! The woman squeezed into the crowded elevator. And found her place Among the patients, visitors, and doctors. Her fingers tapped against the railing behind her. Her formal suit conspicuous among many jeans and t-shirts. Down her cheeks, The tears rolled one by one. Then came a halt, and a chime from above. She bolted out the metal doors, And rushed down the hall. The harmonic click of her heels was heard As she walked across the opaque linoleum floor. She stopped at room 108. Tears flowed down Her fear-stricken face. She was too late. END. Idk why i even choose room 108. The name of that was Hospital, btw. Happy Wednesday, everyone!
- 2/1/2010 21:26:00
My view of the world
So many things dont make sense to me. For example why is a person who acts in a tv show considered a celeb and followed around; their every move is watched. They are just people. Give them a break. Why can't we all just get along? Why do people kill other people? Why do we need to worry about getting kidnapped? I understand why we get sick. I understand why natural disasters occur. But I dont understand why we cause our own disasters. Why do we NEED to cut down rainforests and use trucks that heavily pollute the air? If people can create devices that are smarter than we are, why cant we create more ecological cars? I believe that everything happens for a reason. because it does. But still-why are murderers let out of jail? THEY JUST GO DO IT AGAIN. But w/e. I have no control over any of that. I wish i did. People never cease to amaze me. If you think about it in depth, we are creatures that made up our own languages, created our own society, and work in it. I think we should all really appreciate the little things in life. I mean really, what would we do without Toilets or Showers? Use a hose and a hole in the backyard? EWW. Even doors and curtains. They play such a big role in our lives we dont even notice it. GOSH THAT WAS A LONG POST. imma go be sick now.
- 1/31/2010 18:59:00
SECOND POEM
RAINDROP It waits in the heavy black rain cloud Ready to fall on creatures below It waits to be free For the cloud to let go It waits to fall, to splash on the ground But it freezes and turns into snow It drifts down from the cloud So perfect and white As it disappears Into the vanilla twilight No. I didnt steal anything. I used the phrase vanilla twilight in honor of Owl City. I would never steal anyone's song lyrics. I replaced the words waiting night with vanilla twilight when i tried to make it sound more 'tasteful'. I mean really, i love owl city and i wouldnt want to steal his stuff. My friend and i evern drew an owl and wrote owl city next to it on our latest project. Am i rambling? I guess im just worried every one will get upset at me for using the phrase vanilla twilight. OH AND PLEASE DONT USE MY POEMS FOR ANYTHING WITHOUT MY CONSENT. Thank you =)
- 1/31/2010 18:42:00
POEM
Here enjoy one of the suckish poems i wrote for class: STORM The azure sky turns ashen, A storm is on it’s way, The familiar pitter-patter on my roof, The fresh rain scent, The rush of water down the street, The friends all around, huddled for heat, The thunder rumbles, Lightning flashes, The wind whispers in your ear, The rain is almost gone, A rainbow is almost here, The sun breaks through the clouds, Drying up all the puddles, The storm is gone, without a trace. I have another but that would just make this entry super long. This poem was supposed to be a list poem, so i listed things about the storm that was currently pelting down on my roof.
- 1/29/2010 21:34:00
:(
I hate being sick. but the rain pitter-patters against my window. I love that sound....*sniffle* I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE BREATHING THROUGH YOUR NOSE FOR GRANTED AGAIN. Have a great weekend everyone.....
- 1/29/2010 00:35:00
LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Toa9tgSzP78 Teehee. Throat still hurts. My teachers have been so random lately. Yesterday one was like: "*insert my name here*..." "What?" Thinking im in trouble. "Your feet look warm." LOL. i was wearing warm footwear but i didn't expect my tall p.e teacher to say that to me. Then today my math teacher was like: "Good morning *insert my name here*" It was like 11:00. He could tell i was about to fall asleep. "OH. good morning *yawn*" "yeah. good afternoon.NOW SOLVE THIS EQUATION." I failed...then my CORE teacher was like: (to the whole class) "I saw a study on TV that pain helps you learn. So maybe you should all wear rubber bands and pull them and let go whenever you learn something new. Bonne Nuit, Lune.
- 1/29/2010 00:26:00
YUCK
Getting sick. Throat hurts soo bad. any remidies out there? My throat is counting on you guys. :(
- 1/28/2010 00:47:00
THINK ABOUT IT.
If you can hit two birds with one stone, how many stones can you hit with two birds?
- 1/25/2010 23:58:00
Random Survey
RANDOM SURVEY: What is your favorite food and/or drink? What are your favorite Owl City songs? If you could meet anyone (alive or dead) who would it be? ??????? ANSWER ????????
- 1/25/2010 02:15:00
Painting
Yesterday i painted the base border and door trim in our house in the bathroom, laundry room, and kitchen, only listing to Owl City. The time flew by. I also made it somewhat fun.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANYONE WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS....
- 1/23/2010 15:26:00
HERRO
Hey. Just call me Hay-lehh. I love this music to death, it got me through a pretty rough patch. Go ahead and add me, i would love you too. I am a girl...I just wanted a place where i can blog. I decided to join a place where a bunch of people have one thing in common with me. Ask me questions. I dont care. I WILL answer truthfully. ( Just nothing to personal: i.e adress) SO WATCHA WAITING FOR?!?!
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